i have just realised that
true friends are
always there for you.
i wished that i was there
to help
to smile
to laugh with you.
but you were too far,
so i encouraged you with calls and emails
but now you hate
with no reason at all
saying that i am not your type of friend
that i am too guai
too geek-ish

why is it that i find it all a great big joke?
that i was so stupid and blind
that i should have seen it coming all along
but you are the one that is crying
not me
the victim
no.
you.
make it seem that as if i was the one that said all those things
why is it that people actually believe you?
and be your friend?
but in the end,
you hurt them like you hurt me
why are you doing this