HELLO:D
haha.debating whether i should go to the library later.should i?loll.i want to though.haha:Dthis post is to Xue Lai.
I may have forgotten how to smile for real,but i am trying to smile.and you know what?i'm progressing really well.i still treat you as a friend because i forgive and forget.i still want to be your friend no matter how many times you hurt me or my friends.Many people tell me to ignore you,to not speak to you,ever.but i still want to.i don't want to be enemies with you.okay?i am trying to get over it.with the help of my friends.so what if i become a laughing stock?i still want to be friends with you.because of all the times you pretended,i actually found a friend in you.a friend that i could totally trust.you may call me naive,but that 's what i am.i trust people easily.i trust that you are my friend.
You hurt me real bad and i am recovering now.i am going to smile for real.just you wait.you'll see me smile.